Without It - Alla Xul Elu

Once again I’m sick y’all

Murdering when I’m going through withdrawals

An addiction I can’t breathe without

And I dreamed that I’d never be without

Bud, blood, life, death, drugs, sluts, nightly sex

I’m so afraid that I might be next

Everyday I fight these threats

Twice the dose from the week before

Then an hour later I fiend for more

Sleepless in your absence gotta have it

Its an obsession not a habit so I’m asking why why why

Do I feel this way I’m lost in a maze

My thoughts in a daze and I really don’t think I’m okay

Live without you?

No way

When I think about it

I can’t sleep at night cause if I do yeah I dream about it

I can’t see me I can’t see me without it

Think about it

I can’t sleep at night cause if I do yeah I dream about it

I can’t see me I can’t see me without it

I can’t see me I can’t see me I can’t see me (without it)

Love is an amazing thing

But so is the pain and the hate that it brings us

And who needs us to leave it all to Jesus

Stay jaded in the mind-state it leaves us

It leads us astray into to the dark

But as they always gonna say, to follow your heart

I’m in black and in fact I intend to

I’m out back with a ginsu to give you

Your moms got chopped

Your dad stabbed up

I wrote you a note in your own cats blood

Yeah bitch I did you a favor you ain’t have the dog

I killed your neighbors

Never got you no ring

I got you an axe

It won’t fit your finger, fit your back

Anonymous like the number that I call from

Abominous like the dark that I crawl from

When I think about it

I can’t sleep at night cause if I do yeah I dream about it

I can’t see me I can’t see me without it

Think about it

I can’t sleep at night cause if I do yeah I dream about it

I can’t see me I can’t see me without it

I can’t see me I can’t see me I can’t see me (without it)