Special - Alex Lloyd

I went walking in the dead of night

You came along and turned on the lights

I stumbled forward as I sometimes do

My arms were open ready for you

It’s hard to hear you when you talk sometimes

There’s always something taking over my mind

I know I’m crazy and I know you know

I trying harder 'cause I love you so

I want to be special

I want to be good

I want to be happy

I know that I should

Sometimes the truth

Is hard to believe

Some of us stay

And some of us leave

I know its hard for you to understand

I’m not always who I say I am

I had a friend he fell in a ditch

He was afflicted by a 7 year itch

I’m always blinded

By the morning light

I see things clearer

In the dark of the night

I’m really sorry for confusing you

I guess its something I’ll

Always doz

So every feeling every moment

That we bottled up inside

How long before we say it all

And then the truth is realized

I want to be special

I want to be good

I want to be happy

I know that I should

Sometimes the truth

Is hard to believe

Some of us stay

And some of us leave

I’ve always loved you

And I always will

I want you to know

That I do still