Here - Alessia Cara, Logic

I guess right now you've got the last laugh

I'm sorry if I seem uninterested

Or I'm not listenin', or I'm indifferent

Truly I ain't got no business here

But since my friends are here, I just came to kick it

But really I would rather be at home all by myself

Not in this room

With people who don't even care about my well-being

I don't dance, don't ask, I don't need a boyfriend

So you can, go back, please enjoy your party

I'll be here

Somewhere in the corner

Under clouds of marijuana

With this boy who's hollering

I can hardly hear

Over this music I don't listen to

And I don't wanna get with you

So tell my friends that I'll be over here

Oh-oh-oh here, oh-oh-oh here

Oh I ask myself, what am I doin' here?

Oh-oh-oh here, oh-oh-oh here

Tell me they love it, they want me, they need me

Surrounded inside of this room by the gritty

It seems like these women is needy

But all they've been wantin' and needin' is money

She callin' me honey, I know that she lyin'

And all she want from me is everything high end

The ladder, the ladder, she love it, she climbin' above it

The higher she gets, she gets no vision from it

The second she plummet she gon' be right here

The second she plummet she gon' be right here

At the bottom with killers and dealers

Now they say that diamonds forever but never explain

That the diamonds fillin' up your safe cannot fill up the pain

I hope you'll understand that I'll be here

Oh-oh-oh here, oh-oh-oh here

Oh I ask myself, what am I doin' here?

Oh-oh-oh here, oh-oh-oh here

And I can't wait 'til we can break up out of here

Hours later congregatin' next to the refrigerator

Some girl talkin' 'bout her haters, she ain't got none

How did it ever come to this?

I shoulda never come to this

So holla at me, I'll be in the car when you're done

I'm stand-offish, don't want what you're offerin'

And I'm done talkin', awfully sad it had to be that way

So tell my people when they're ready that I'm ready

And I'm standin' by the TV with my beanie low

Yo I'll be over here

Oh-oh-oh here, oh-oh-oh here

Oh I ask myself, what am I doin' here?

Oh-oh-oh here, oh-oh-oh here

And I can't wait 'til we can break up out of here