Derogatory Embrace - Agent blå

I miss us doubting our lives

Equally cynical

Equally messed up in a variety of ways

I miss my self destruction it’s the only thing that suited me

Rarely on the ground

You never hated me enough

I’d take my dreams back

Anyway

We’re so young so naive

They say «be kind towards yourself»

But how can I be kind to someone who’s treated me so badly

I’m stuck with feeling like I’ve met everyone worth meeting

Worth my time

To touch, to fall for again

I’d like our first summer back

Anyway

We’re so young so naive

We never mattered

We were never an if

We were only a when

We were never an if

And I dreaded our when

I’d take my dreams back

Anyway

We were so young so naive

We were never an if

We were only a when

We were never an if

We were only a when

We were never an if

We were only a when

We were never an if

So when?