UNFAIR - Adam Oh

Ever since I was a kid, I felt the need to forget and forgive

Silver spoon to my lip, but trying to find where my happiness lived

And it was okay for a while but worsened with time and I started to trip

I usually keep to myself, but fuck it I’m just gonna tell you a bi-i-it

I failed to articulate shit

Like going out make me anxious

Everyone asking me bout school, I wanna say fuck I hate it

Wanna stay home and play sick

But mom gon tell I’m faking

Either the clock hand got real slow or I got damn impatient

I went to school for an education only learned that we lived in a fucked up

nation

Where people get judged for the person they love or the skin color on their

faces

And there’s like a million cases, can’t imagine what everyone facing

If this what it’s gonna be like for the rest of my life let me off at the next

station

I’m sitting in class and my heart is racing

I can’t breathe I’m in need of some respiration

When you don’t feel no purpose in life, you can’t set no goals cause there’s no

destination

I want them to hear what i’m saying

But even with hoping and praying

I know that I cannot change shit

And I feel my body decaying

Drown out my thoughts with a playlist

Drop my dreams of the A-list, uh

Cause even if I were famous, worry I’d still be aimless, uh

Now all that I see is grayness, turn up my color-grade or sum'

Somebody come save me I’m held captive in my cranium

I feel no love, do more drugs, anything to feel a buzz

I drop my books for some woods cause I don’t really give a fuck

And I feel pain I can’t explain but tell me who’s gon listen up

I wear long sleeves so you won’t see the way I’m slowly giving up

And I didn’t make it to school today

Cause I only got to the parking lot

I’m thinking bout taking my-

At least someone’ll get a new parking spot

I used to get sad in the night

Now it’s happening whether it’s dark or not

I fucking hate my mind, but I don’t want my heart to stop