Put Me on Ice - Abstract

All my life, did 'em right, way too much I had to sacrifice

When you got the glow they all want the light

Till they dim it so low you can lose your sight

Of who you are, what’s your mission

You thought it was love but it’s something different

So focused on the good things though

You don’t notice they don’t treat you like a good thing though

Gaslighting, hindsight it’s so frightening

Blindsided, hit fast as grease lightning

Whiplash, heart scabbed, your brain fried

Long nights traveling to the dark side

Construct the Death Star, revenge the best start

The vest is Kevlar, the rest is Brave Heart

Playing with my light I don’t take it lightly

I could let it go but that isn’t likely

Why I look for love in people who can’t give it back (why)

Why do they withdraw moment that I get attached (why)

Why they gotta riff on all the trauma of my past?

(Why)

Why I gotta trip like nothing’s ever gonna last?

Used to being used but I’m sick of how it feels

Maybe it’s a side effect of being too real

Now I know why everybody tend to turn fake

Hard to stay true when it’s easy to escape

They just want to put me on ice

Plan b never paying full price

Deadly girl I know I’m too nice

If you want to cuff me I’ma read you my rights

Put me on ice then I’m bound go cold

I’m already iced out I could freeze my soul

If you want to love me then you better grab hold

I don’t do second place look at all this gold

Try to leave me cold, and you’ll leave me gold

Try to break my heart, try to break my soul

Turn it into art, turn it into gold

Tried to chain me up, till my chains went nuts, and my wrist went cold

Frozen, so go bust me open

I’m used to coping, too used to broken

Know this, the cracks turn me golden

I shine through times where most get corroded

I could never let somebody break my soul

Especially if I’m aware that theirs ain’t whole

I don’t have the time for a cycle that is toxic

Shouldn’t have the time to turn you into a topic

Venom in the lips of the enemy draining energy

Want me then you better be ready to want to better me

Treat me like a dog you disrespecting my pedigree

Got a hell of a memory look how deadly my pen u’ll be

I load up the lyrics and fire bullets away

I know that you hear it the verses come with grenades

When I go to war I’m deadly within the page

I’m lacing it with my rage better pray that you’re getting saved

Dreams get dark some times

My mind tells me lies

My skies turn so black

Feel I can’t come back

Whiplash with the way emotions flow

But I get cash off of how you played me so

It ain’t that bad long as I can keep my soul

That’s why my neck iced out and my wrist went gold

It’s a flex on anybody who tried to break me apart

Shine on anybody who brought me into the dark

I got watercolor tears I turn it all into art

Put it on a stage and scream it out of my heart

Give it to the people who go through the same hurt

Do it for the people who grow through the same dirt

Overcoming evil they know they never deserved

Shining after everything knowing their damn worth

They just want to put me on ice

Plan b never paying full price

Deadly girl I know I’m too nice

If you want to cuff me I’ma read you my rights

Put me on ice then I’m bound go cold

I’m already iced out I could freeze my soul

If you want to love me then you better grab hold

I don’t do second place look at all this gold

Try to leave me cold, and you’ll leave me gold

Try to break my heart, try to break my soul

Turn it into art, turn it into gold

Tried to chain me up, till my chains went nuts, and my wrist went cold