Like This Before - Abrupt

Lately, I’ve been taking the piss

Raiding the fridge

And looking for a way to exist without breaking my brain into bits

I blew out the candle, but what’s the point in making a wish

Floating to shore I escaped from the ship

I flow with remorse while I’m shaking my wrist

I can’t cope anymore, I’m closing the door

I’m still working for this I’m just late for my shift

I don’t want to be the best

I don’t really need respect

I just wanna spend a couple weeks in bed

And complete a set by completely destroying people’s heads

While I’m steaming on a weekly ssh

There’s nothing worse than whn your bubble bursts

In order to thrive you have to struggle first

Cuz if it’s served on a plate it just doesn’t work

You feel the pain and complain that your stomach hurts

Is this what I love or is this a chore

I’m not sure I can do this shit anymore

Cuz bruv, I’ve never felt like this before

Yeah, I’ve never felt like this before

Is this what I love or is this a chore

I’m not sure I can do this shit anymore

Cuz bruv, I’ve never felt like this before

Yeah, I’ve never felt like this before

Mate, you’re eating too fast

I say that as I reach for the pizza and laugh

We’re all hypocrites we’re all greedy for snacks

I know cuz I’ve always been switched on my screen isn’t black

I’ve been thinking about taking a break

And finding a way to escape

But I’m scared that if I made a mistake

And gave up my place in the game

That I would hate what my replacement became

So, I’ll just carry on fucking spitting

Instead of scrubbing dishes in a grubby kitchen

Music and my girl hold a special place in my heart

But I’ve always felt like there’s something missing

And I can’t seem to fill the void

A conversation is something that I will avoid

Comfortable with talking to myself since a little boy

Starting hitting joints, I wish I made a different choice

Is this what I love or is this a chore

I’m not sure I can do this shit anymore

Cuz bruv, I’ve never felt like this before

Yeah, I’ve never felt like this before

Is this what I love or is this a chore

I’m not sure I can do this shit anymore

Cuz bruv, I’ve never felt like this before

Yeah, I’ve never felt like this before