Your Casualty - Abramelin

Let me be your casualty

I loathe this world so set me free

This is not the place I want to be

Let me be your casualty

Your unbalanced brain can have it’s way

To do all the horrid things I say

I need to perish.

Can’t you see?

Let me be your casualty

Pound my flesh till it’s sickening blue

Ignore my screams and do what you do

I cower and whimper from your lethal assault

My wounds stand wide open.

Where is the salt?

F**ked in the arse till I bleed blue guts

Scalding my eyes with cigarette butts

My genitals bleeding you moan with desire

Plugging my ears with coat-hanger wire

Sickened with madness, wielding your blade

F**king the holes that your weapon has made

Blood boils forth from my panicked remains

Removing my scalp, extracting my brain

Berserking with your cleaver you beat me to the ground

Slabs of meat discarded, bloodshed all around

My body reduced to a puddle of red

You finger my larynx where once sat my head

Where is my saviour?

Where is the light?

I’m drowning in darkness surrounded by night

Left all alone and filled with despair

Because of the life that I just could not bare