Epitomize the Weak - Abnormality

Compliments or insults,

it makes no difference,

I cannot tolerate your lies.

Suffocate with vigor.

There is no repent,

there is no time to question why I do this,

because I must or do I just find

sick pleasure in displeasure,

in your pain, in your fear,

in your need to feel the feelings

of my unbridled hate.

There is hardly a difference

between living and dying:

only consciousness,

rot and a peculiar odor.

The time it takes to change

from one to the other can be

no more than the blink

of a lazy eye if I decide.

I can smell your fear

dripping down your leg.

There is no escape

from my grip of death.

Convince yourself

you’re in a dream.

Close your eyes, tighter;

you’re still seeing things.

Whimper, cower, shake like

you did when you were a child hiding

under your sheets from the beast

under the bed.

If you cannot see it,

it cannot see you.

That was rule number one

and it no longer applies.

Wake up.

You have plenty of time for memories.

Now focus on me.

I am the last thing you will see.

I am your docent for the descent ahead.

Brace yourself and prepare.

Beg.

Beg for your family.

Beg for your friends and your pets.

Beg for all the things you would never do anyway.

Beg for nothing, I do not care.

You define desperation.

You epitomize the weak,

the helpless, the insubstantial.

Your time has come.

The knife slides in?