Dissociation - Aaryan Shah

I’m drifting

There’s nothing here but distance

There’s no one here to listen

Perfect vision

It’s hard to trust in my position

I can’t forget what’s been forgiven

Cause I just need an escape

I pray I find my way

Before I suffocate

I’ve been lost for some time

And I just can’t get out my mind

I feel like I’ve been trapped inside

I know I’ll never make it home

My demons won’t leave me alone

But I have to live this life I chose

Disconnected

And no one ever gets the message

It’s hard to see from my perspective

Emotionally imperceptive

Cause in the end, these drugs are all I’m left with

The end is something I’ve accepted

Cause I just need an escape

I pray I find my way

Before I suffocate

I’ve been lost for some time

And I just can’t get out my mind

I feel like I’ve been trapped inside

I know I’ll never make it home

My demons won’t leave me alone

But I have to live this life I chose

Won’t, they won’t

They won’t leave me alone, alone

No, no

Leave me alone

No one here

Drifting, there’s nothing here but distance