Thinking About a Potentially Awkward Interaction with an Old Friend - Crywank

I don’t know when I will see you again

Don’t know what it is, know if we’re still friends

And I’m sure if we did we’d have so much to say

But we’d both be polite and then just walk away

'Cause I know we wouldn’t like it

The pair of us reminded by the other, of the worst that we can be

Your growth and shifting mindsets are done by seeing someone, somehow

immediately

Everything seems to play out in my head

All the things that you taught me and all the things that you’ve said

So to be honest I missed you but I pushed it away

'Cause the hurt that you’ve caused me sticks with me to this day

My memories show the precious, that’s true

But I don’t wanna make any new ones with you

And I’m sure that it’s mutual

To see you as I am now would just be unusual

It would be nice to underline it

I know we’re both doing fine without the other in our life

And I would rather be lethargic than nostalgic for a time when I Liked myself

less than sadly you have come to represent

I don’t think my brain deserves it

To relive what I have left behind and see in you what conjures most the time