Repeat -

This is the end of my life

The one I used to know

Where I could rest my head and find comfort in my sheltered soul

Was such a fool to believe that I could flee from these

Constant thoughts driving me to pull the trigger and set myself free

I now have realized my fate

I’m standing right at the gates

Of death, prying them open till my blood escapes

Take my life

There is no solace in this hellfire

Pain will be my solution and annihilation

Tortured by the voices screaming

«You'll never be good enough

Maybe if you’re lucky death will catch you and take all you’re worth

Grip you, skin you, mutilate you

Make you stare until you see

This is who you are

Class is over, Hope you learned a lot.»

We all torture ourselves

By drinking venom from the

Snakes that surround us all

When will we learn

What doesn’t make us stronger

Can destroy our will

Break me free

Break me free of this nightmare

Before we lose it all

Face to face with reality

Face to face with my demons

Will we ever learn before it’s too fucking late

Consumed by the hatred growing within

I’ve tried so many times

To end the cycle, to close my eyes

To dig out rotting flesh inside

Rotting flesh inside

Necrotizing memories

The monster in me must be fed

God don’t you understand

You can’t kill me cause I’m already…

Can you hear me?!

Don’t you fucking walk away from me

Are you listening?!

Or have I fallen on deaf ears once again

No

I can’t give in

This is not the end

I can’t give in

This is not the end