I'm so Concerned About the Ending That I Don't Even Know the Plot - Flatsound

I’ll start it off by saying I’m not one for the complaining

You wouldn’t know it from my writing

You wouldn’t know it from my songs

But I am different, I am free

I am what you need

But oh my god, I miss you more than I thought was possible

I understood the obstacles but you could have tried more

Because sometimes it seems, I need a mom more than I need to eat

So I didn’t eat and I didn’t sleep, I’d go all day without a bite

And that’s not my fault

And I’ll admit sometimes my chest gets so tight that I throw fits

You said you’d always be there, where are you through all of this?

Because this is hard, this is way harder than I thought

I’m so concerned about the ending that I don’t even know the plot

Except for I am different, I am free

I am what you need

So you think of all the things that make you sad

And don’t include them in your better half

Because I’m not like you

I don’t find happiness in a meaningless existence

I don’t know what I’m going to do

But I am different, I am free

I am what you need

And yeah, I believe that there’s a god

I believe that there is something out there other than my thoughts

I believe it was never science against religion

It wasn’t poor against wealth

It was always me against myself

And I’m so scared who’s going to win

Because I wake up feeling so shitty

It’s been so long since you’ve been with me

I don’t know where this old body’s going to go

Or my soul

But I know I am different, I am free

I am what you need