Qora atirgul - Хамдам Собиров, Ziyoda

Hayolim joyidamas aqldan ozdim

To'g'ri yo'l tanlamadim baxtimdan qochdim

Hiylayu fitnalarga yuragimdan joy berdim

Nahotki qo'limdagi omadimni boy berdim

Nimalar yo'qotim nimalarni topdim

Orzularim yo'lini birin ketin yopdim

Balki bu sinovmi yoki taqdir peshona

Meni ado qilmasaydi shu kichkina hona

Qaytadimi hayotimga men yo'qotgan bahorlar

Aytadimi suyukligim qulog'imga izhorlar

Kulsam endi meni yig'latmanglar

Yerda yursam bas yashashni menga o'rgatmanglar

To'rt devor orasidaman olib ket, olib ket

Qara men jar yoqasidaman olib ket, olib ket

Endi kimlar qafasidaman olib ket, olib ket, olib ket

Qani endi hammasini oq qog'zodan boshlasam

Bu holatda bo'lmasmidim to'g'ri qadam tashlasam

Kim aslida kimligini hozirgidek bilsaydim

Ko'zlariga qarab turib yolg'onlarin ko'rsaydim

Yaqin insonlarimni qadrimni yo'qotmasdim

Ikki dunyo xiyonatning botqog'iga botmasdim

Balki bu sinovmi yoki taqdir peshona

Meni ado qilmasaydi shu kichkina hona

Qaytadimi hayotimga men yo'qotgan bahorlar

Aytadimi suyukligim qulog'imga izhorlar

Kulsam endi meni yig'latmanglar

Yerda yursam bas yashashni menga o'rgatmanglar

To'rt devor orasidaman olib ket, olib ket

Qara men jar yoqasidaman olib ket, olib ket

Endi kimlar qafasidaman olib ket, olib ket, olib ket

Men bugun yana zulmatda yonaman

Ucholmayman shu qafasda qolaman

Azoblarim qanchadan qancha

Dardlarim anchadan ancha

Ey hayot qiynama buncha qiynaldim qancha

I went crazy out of nowhere

I didn’t choose the right path and ran away from happiness

I have given place in my heart to deceit and intrigue

Did I miss out on the luck in my hand

What I lost I found what I lost

I blocked the path of my dreams one by one

Maybe it's a test or fate forehead

If it doesn't work for me, it's a small room

Will the springs I lost come back to my life

My darling expresses it in my ear

If I laugh, don't make me cry anymore

Don't teach me to live if I walk on the ground

Take me between the four walls, take me away

Look I'm on the edge of the jar Take it, take it

Now who am I in the cage, take it, take it, take it

I wish I could start all over with white paper

I wouldn't be in this situation if I took the right step

If only I knew who I really am as I do now

If only I could see the lies in his eyes

I did not lose the value of my loved ones

Two worlds I would not have sunk into the swamp of betrayal

Maybe it's a test or fate forehead

If it doesn't work for me, it's a small room

Will the springs I lost come back to my life

My darling expresses it in my ear

If I laugh, don't make me cry anymore

Don't teach me to live if I walk on the ground

Take me between the four walls, take me away

Look I'm on the edge of the jar Take it, take it

Now who am I in the cage, take it, take it, take it

I am burning in the dark again today

I can't fly, I'll stay in this cage

How much my pain is

My pain is much greater

O life, how much I have suffered so much