Lavender Daughter - Xana

I'm not a forgiver\nI cry every winter\nI sleep in your shadow\nIt only gets bigger\nI bleed cause I'm heavy\nI never was ready\nIf I'm being honest\nI never learned to want this\n\nI lay with them to prove\nThat he didn't break me\nSwear that I'm trying\nBut I hate sex lately\nI wanna be gentle\nMy words taste like metal\nIt's awful when it's over\nI never got older\n\nA scared little girl\nWho still needs her daddy\nMy hands go down the jeans\nOf men who treat me badly\nIt was all I had to offer\nI'm still somebody's daughter\nBut you never saw me\nFor anything other\n\nIt's coming up Lavender\nI like the ways I haven't hurt\nBlood in the water\nI'm still somebody's daughter\n\nI want you to leave\nAnd don't take me with you\nI keep my bed vacant\nI call it a house rule\nI stare at the center\nOf my fuck ups and flashbacks\nYes, it hurt that bad\n\nI wanna be radiant\nI'm tired but I'm facing it\nSelf preservation\nMy sweet revelation\nIf it's all I have to offer\nI'm somebody's daughter\nBut you never saw me\nFor anything other\n\nIt's coming up Lavender\nI like the ways I haven't hurt\nBlood in the water\nI'm still somebody's daughter\n(Lavender)\nI'm still somebody's daughter\n(Lavender)\n\nI'm not a forgiver\nI made it through the winter\nFuck your remorse\nHope it only gets bigger\nA mad little girl\nWho still needs her daddy\nBury the gun\nOr I will never be happy\n\nIf it's all I have to offer\nI'm still somebody's daughter\nIt's all I have to offer\nI'm still somebody's daughter\nIt's all I have to offer\nI'm still somebody's daughter\nI'm still somebody's daughter\nI'm still somebody's daughter\nI'm still somebody\nI'm still somebody\nBlood in the water\nI'm still somebody's daughter\nI'm still somebody\nI'm still somebody\n\nWake me when it's over\nI wanna get older\nI'm still somebody\n\n(Lavender\nLavender\nLavender\nI'm coming up\nLavender\nLavender\nLavender\nI'm coming up\nLavender)\n