Not the Same - Whitney Peyton

Don’t think that I ever did leave

But I’m up in this bitch and I’m back with a vengeance

Took me a minute had to get my bars up, go a little harder

Now i got your attention!

Bar none, I scar some

I leave beats deep in the dirt like a garden

See me speakin' a verse like an auction

Never do I sleep, or breath, I never pause it --

My doctor thinks that I lost it

I don’t foster shit that I started

I have coughing fits til I’m barfin'

That’s way too often!

I was stuck in the middle, mother fuck a percentage

See me chuckin the middle finger up like a menace, I’m Dennis

Fuck my past I’m in love with the present

So you’re never gonna see me wanna stop for a second

Now nothin' you say can offend me

All of my baggage is heavy

Bitch I got plenty, I don’t mean Gucci or Fendi

Was searchin' my couch for the pennies

I was so broke, now i got a better hand

Who want that smoke?

you gon' get second hand

Back in my bag and I feel like a legend, man

Bitch are you ready?

It’s time for the reckoning!

You could say I’m bitter

You could say I’ve changed

One thing is for certain

I am not the same

My skin it got thicker

Hardened by the pain

Don’t recognize this person

I am not the same

I ain’t the same!

(now I’m livin' how I want)

I ain’t the same

(now I’m livin' how I want)

I ain’t the same

(now I’m livin' how I want)

I ain’t the same

My soul was tortured

Contorted by all the misfortune

Before I was rappin' on porches

Now I’m on tour witha mortgage

I swear to god life is so gorgeous

I was born to do this shit

Ooo it’s a scorcher in this bitch

My pen it hits the page in these fits of rage

Pure disorder when i spit

Like back in my days, minimum wage

I would be prayin' bout getting on stage

I got these skeletons outta my closet

I finally fire up more than the sage

I’m high on Cannabis!

I ain’t some random bitch

I’m the one in ya speakers

So careful when speaking I’m like

«who's man is this?»

Really come get your man…

Uh hello?

Anybody?

Somebody come get their dad

Security!

Come get your cousin

Come get your second cousin twice removed.

Come get your auntie

Cause they are drunkkkkkkkk!

You could say I’m bitter

You could say I’ve changed

One thing is for certain

I am not the same

My skin it got thicker

Hardened by the pain

Don’t recognize this person

I am not the same

I ain’t the same!

(now I’m livin' how I want)

I ain’t the same

(now I’m livin' how I want)

I ain’t the same

(now I’m livin' how I want)

I ain’t the same