Only in My Head - vanish

You know it’s only in my head

I say everything I should have said

I saw your ghost illuminated by the streetlights

And then I watched the crows devour empty souls

Of those you tore apart just to feed scavengers

If only these words would slide of the tip of my tongue

Transcend me to believing in myself

You know it’s only in my head

I say everything I should have said

If this love is a lie, I’ll find a way to make up for the lost time

So many promises for what?

I’m collecting dust

(I'm collecting dust)

Spent months playing it back in my head

But it didn’t mean a thing in the end

I’m pushing my luck now, you fucked up I’m let down

But «every single person has a right be themselves, if they really wanna fuck

around in hell»

Giving in just to fill some void that shook my world

Fragile fray, unfit to stop myself from shattering

You know it’s only in my head

I say everything I should have said

If this love is a lie, I’ll find a way to make up for the lost time

So many promises for what?

I’m collecting dust

Passed out on the couch again

I fall asleep to these four walls screaming at me

I find peace in knowing that there’d so much left for me to learn

I thing I was just naive spending my days in disbelief

Move on

If what we are doesn’t belong inside your heat

Separate

You know it’s only in my head

I say everything I should have said

If this love is a lie, I’ll find a way to make up for the lost time

So many promises for what?

I’m collecting dust