O. O. T. P. V. - True Widow

Sooner or later I’m gonna get tired

I’ll look at my scars and wonder why

I’ve got to get away from my abscessed mind

It’s making my heart forget what’s mine

I try to run away.

But I can’t seem to run

There’s something in the way

And I’m too scared to look

Stretching the dream and making it come

But something is plain.

I’m gonna get hurt

There’s something in the way

It’s something I have done

It’s what is in the way

But can it be undone

I’ve got to run away.

Right back to you I’ll run

There’s something in our way.

But am I even done

We’re drowning in our wake.

We cannot see the sun

It’s coming back in waves.

Its feeling like it’s won

Standing here looking at what I’ve become

The mirror is talking but my face is numb