Deserve - Trembling Blue Stars

Today made her real again

I’ve been so dumb, I have been so dumb

How I must have hurt you

How you must have felt so alone

Everything’s clear again

I’m not in love, I am not in love

I only want to be held by one pair of arms

What I make her into, it has so little to do with her

But as for you, as for you

You’re everything I’ve ever thought you were

And I don’t deserve you

Today made her real again

And I’m not proud, I am not proud

Proud of what’s now ended

The feelings I have messed with

Everything’s clear again

I got so lost, this time I really lost my way

I’d think of you today

And feel my heart slowly break