Blind to What is Right - The Carrier

I’m not content with giving

Into this world’s misleadings

No place to put myself to rest

Or find hope in something new

Because at the end of the day

I always end up feeling the same way

I’ve grown up a mile

From where my lifeless body will end up being

From where my soulless body will decay

I’ve noticed I can’t keep my hands from shaking

I’ve noticed I can’t keep my mind from racing

And all I want to find

Is a better way

To put my mind at ease

Instead I scream myself to sleep

In hopes that someone will hear me…

I’m still screaming

Can you hear me?

And I know that one is already to many to keep around me

I’m always haunted by the thought of letting down everybody

I’ve made the mistake

Of telling what keeps me up at night

Sometimes I dream of dying

And when I die

There won’t be anything

You heard my screams

But continued to believe their lies

You just stood staring back at me

With those hopeless eyes

Your empty words mean nothing to me

Stop trying to tell me why

I want to find some meaning in life

I want to know everything is alright

But these sleepless nights

Bring my anxious fight

To not tear out my eyes

And be blind to what is right

Blind to what is right