Now What? - Soko

Sleepless again, I’m always overthinking

The past, the present and the future

Staring at the ceiling in the dark

I finally have what I always wanted

A house, my baby slowly growing

But hey, my bed is always empty

And now what?

There’s always something missing here

Now what?

I think it’s clear I take after my father

Always so scared of dying alone

Without having done anything great

Now where’s the girl with the carefree smile

And a giant heart, and a fearless mind?

Where is she now?

Why is she scared?

And what is it that she’s looking for?

And now what?

There’s always something missing here

Now what?

Everything that I’ve always wanted to get

Is finally granted

Everything that I’ve always wanted to get

Is finally granted

And now what?

It’s sad to see I could never be

The one you think you know I am

I don’t hold up to your highest standards

Nobody can, nobody will

You were a dream, I made you up

None of it’s real, none of it’s real

I told myself, never again

Never again, but here I am

And I’m begging you to please teach me

How to live my life in harmony