If I Had A Heart - Slut

If I could have been true because i knew it would be understood

If I would have an attitude to what’s the matter that would be good

If I could have been radical and not fanatical to the bone

I’m no one’s own — alone

If I had a heart I would have a heartache

If I had a soul it was cold

If I had the guts i’d become your murderer

But no one’s own — alone

If I was a pioneer I would rely on here and now

If I could have been ecstatical and not dramatical somehow

Now I’m paying my dues and staying amused while singing the blues to the bone

But no one’s own — alone

If I had a heart I would have a heartache

If I had a soul it was cold

If I had the guts i’d become your murderer

But no one’s own — alone