My Own Disorder - Poem

Hey you failed and now you have to pay

For everything you got against me

Inside my hate and my regret

For let your will to overtake me

Fed up!

fake excuses no more

Kill you for my sanity

I hear your screaming and your cry

I’m planning now my saviour’s revenge

Again, afraid of myself

God, my soul is weak

It took so long for me to learn

That it was wrong to hide between

Two minds that live for a kill

Now my body feels safe

I’m trapped in my own disorder

Take my wooden heart

My differences, my empathy

And lock it up behind the bars

I wanna breathe what you feel

Now my body feels safe

I’m trapped in my own disorder

Wait for my death to bring the most

Of agony and terror to you

Raving pain, erosion of my soul

The key to hold me trapped inside you

Failing, steal away my control

Relieving pain once again

I hear your screaming and your cry

I’m planning now my saviour’s revenge

Again, afraid of myself

God, My soul is weak

It took so long for me to learn

That it was wrong to hide between

Two minds that live for a kill

Now my body feels safe

I’m trapped in my own disorder

Take my wooden heart

My differences, my empathy

And lock it up behind the bars

I wanna breathe what you feel

Now my body feel safe

I’m trapped in my own disorder

Now you’re breathless for me

My vengeance to you is disorder

Don’t cry it’s over