Suitor Type - Northbound

A suitor type, it would be nice

A lack of codependency

But I can’t be anybody but me

And unfortunately

I’m always barking up the wrong tree

I’m always stuck inside my pity

I hate my ways

I hate this place

But I’m too damn selfish to try to change a thing

This diary is killing me

I wanna find the flaws in everything

I wanna know that you won’t let go

This apathy, it swallows me

I don’t find the joy in anything

I wanna know that you’re not losing hope

'Cause I can’t just dig myself back out

'Cause it’s not as simple as it sounds

The suitor type, that would be nice

Live in another skin

I can’t imagine it

Nothing sounded so great before

But I’ve grown accustomed to all superstitions and things that just cloud my

way back home

It seems your answer is within the question itself

Should you move your life forward or put me on the shelf

This diary is killing me

I wanna find the flaws in everything

I wanna know that you won’t let go

This apathy, it swallows me

I don’t find the joy in anything

I wanna know that you’re not losing hope

'Cause I can’t just dig myself back out

When I want to be somebody else

The suitor type, a different light, that would be nice