A Saddened Sunset - My Shameful

Just another saddened day break, again

Where ever I lay my weary look

I see memories, memories of pain

In remembrance of this hell, I wake again

Do you see all of this, all this pain

Written on the wall, all of my agony I felt so long

A saddened sunset will not hide these

Memories, on the grave of my dignity

I feel not like a human no more

But a ghost I am, a shadow of past

I do not remember what it was like

To rejoice to feel the sun

For too long I have been here

Trapped inside this betrayer body

How would I like to end this

But my hand will not rise, to do the final deed

«from daybreak to sundown

I feel the same pain throbbing

Inside this wrethced body

The body that once I commanded»

«But now, all I ask for, is the end to come quickly»