What have I become? - Loney, Dear

And now I really don’t care no more

Things never go the way they should

It’s not sad but it’s not ok I turn into what I am As if nothing else could hurt me And everything I want to do And in a land with a thousand seasides

I never really learned to swim at all

I really wanted to And when the music comes over the houses

And I thought

And now I really don’t care no more

Efforts never made a change here

And high hopes made it worse

And I turn into what I am As if nothing else could reach me And in a house with a thousand windows

And if I only knew why I was drawn to this

It is sad and I’m not ok And when the music comes over the houses

Sadness never was a choice here