Goodbye Forever - Kero One, Ben Westbeech, Choice 37

I feel we, can’t keep going

but its really you that’s been down since day one

and still we, fight and disagree together

so do I hold you close?

or just say goodbye forever?

In the beginning when God made man

who would have thought, he’d place you in my hands

someone different, so intricate

no instrument could resemble this

melody that’s singing in my ear

the echoes of laughter, pain and tears

the wonder years, even though we were grown ups

'till Fred got Savage cause Winnie got colder

the fights, late nights all up in my face

all up in your face, then end up in embrace

I could have end in neck brace

but our love was strong, we forgave and moved on

and on and on 'till the break of dawn

now the vibe is sinking, inside its stinging

and that star we wished upon is blinking

will it shine again, or is this the ending?

And inside I’m dying but on the outside I mask it

and I know inside I’m crying so why on the outside

I’m laughing?

maybe I can’t deal with this deck of cards that I’m holding

one moment shall I fold it?

Or go all in and share with you what I win?

but why cash in when my chips are low?

is that a queen in my deck?

or the sips of merlot?

with all bets set, family and friends invested

maybe we ate too fast, and couldn’t digest it?

but for that its too late I’m guessing

I know I love you deeply so why are we stressing?

«Question» if I love you and that’ll remain?

but this don’t make cents, is that enough for change?

if my minds stuck is that enough for change?

if my minds stuck, maybe that’s enough

And maybe, I’m that guy that thinks too much

or maybe I’m the same but vocalize that I does

well I know I’m one that ponders what I cant touch

fingers on fast-forward, wondering if we broke up

damn and its so nuts

I see you with your future man, smiling and laughing

kind of a cornball, stylish with accent

but despite my absence I’m so ecstatic

so happy, to see you feeling so well

inside, I’m screaming treat her so well

I never want to see her hurt again

even if we’re never forever or permanent

under my breath I vent «farewell my friend»

girl, take care and maybe we’ll meet again

if not in this lifetime, then maybe the next

if not in this lifetime, then maybe the next

I feel we, can’t keep going

but its really you that’s been down since day one

and still we, fight and disagree together

so do I hold you close?

or just say goodbye forever?