Appalachian Nightmare - Justin Townes Earle

I was born in Cincinnati

My daddy worked on the river

The work dried up back around that time

And he took us down to West Virginia

See my night trouble started early

I was stealing and gettin' in fights

Smoking and drinking by age thirteen

Skipping class and getting high

When I quit school at fifteen

My daddy put me out

My mama cried, waved goodbye

Never heard such a lonesome sound

I went to staying with my best friend’s brother

Made his living cooking speed

Says a man can always get by

Who can cook it up nice and clean

So I stuck around for a couple years

'Til he was busted in '89

Was eighteen years old, out on my own

Out to get what I saw as mine

By '92 I was twenty-one

I was back out on the street

Two whole years of county time

Charged with manufacturing

Now I was aware (there'd come a new thing?)

Took like wildfire to the hills

Speed was no longer king

Now everybody was wantin' pills

Now you might say that I’m just the type

To seek his honey at the source

So me and this cat that I met back in county

We started robbin' drugstores

Lord, we was reckless

We was high as a Tennessee pine

You gotta know a junkie’s gonna let you down

It’s just a matter of time

And when our time come, it was midnight

Two weeks ago in Morgantown

Was knocking off a little local

Just when the clock run out

We were all packed up

Turned out to be quite a score

Had the car waitin' in the alley

Was walking out the door

Well my partner takes two steps outside

He stops and he hollers, «Police!»

A voice that I didn’t recognize

Said, «Son don’t you so much as breathe»

And then I come out over my partner’s shoulder

And I squeezed off a couple shots

First time I ever pointed a gun at a man

And I done killed a cop

Now it’s a fact, you can’t get a bullet back

Once you’ve pulled the trigger

And there’s no way in hell

They was ever gonna stop looking for a cop-killer

Looking back, I knew it all along

Knew we never had a chance

Right now I know it makes no difference

That I never meant to kill that man

But now I’m held up in a hotel in Canton

Surrounded by police

No way I’m gettin' out alive

There’s no way I’m going free

So I’m twenty-four years old

I was trouble most of my days

But I must say that I never thought

It was gonna end this way

And of all of my regrets

The two that trouble me most

I wish I could’ve been better to my mama

And wish I’d never took a shot of dope

So Lord, if you’re listening

I never asked much of you

And I already know I ain’t going to heaven

If what they say is true

Then you’ll forgive me

What I’m 'bout to do