Deep Rotting Fear - Justice For The Damned

I have never

And I never will

Amount to anything

All I’ve done, All I will create

Falls by the wayside

Sometimes I think about what I’m worth

I curl up, and feel the water cover every inch of me

I care so much and it kills me inside that you

Will never feel the same of me

If I went missing

Would you even notice?

You professed a love to me

I confess it broke me

Your back is turned on me

Until you fucking need me

I listened to your violent tears

But if I fucking disappeared you wouldn’t care

I never wanted to die

But more than ever I wish

The ground would open beneath me

And Hell would swallow me whole

I’m embarrassed and ashamed to wear this skin

I hear them laughing at me behind my back

I sense their twisted smirks

Ugly thoughts

They love my pain

Slipping into darker shades of melancholy

Can you see it in my eyes

Deep rotting fear

I have never

And I never will

Amount to anything

All I’ve done, All I will create

Falls by the wayside