Better In My Head - Jordy

I love in physical touch

I need it too much, at this point, it’s a habit

For me to go to his place

Then walk in with shame and wishin' that hadn’t

If I think that’s what I really need then

Why do I feel bitter when I leave?

'Cause I’ll go to his place

Then walk in with shame and wish it never happened

I’m desperate

For someone just to hold me for a second

'Cause I get kinda lonely then regret

Spendin' nights in someone else’s bed

When they wouldn’t even notice if I left

A mess when

I’m tradin' my emotions for attention

Givin' up, but that’s not what I get

Maybe I should touch myself instead

'Cause they’re always fuckin' better in my head

Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-he-head

Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-head

I think that intimacy

Is all that I need, but it’s so hard to find it

It’s always they’re not into me

They tell me to leave, I’m constantly reminded (Oh, that)

That goodbye only means a new confession

Twenty-five and I’m still learning stupid lessons

Intimacy is all that I need, but how do you define it?

(How do you define it?)

I’m desperate (Hey)

For someone just to hold me for a second

'Cause I get kinda lonely then regret

Spendin' nights in someone else’s bed

When they wouldn’t even notice if I left

A mess when

I’m tradin' my emotions for attention (Tradin' my emotions)

Givin' up, but that’s not what I get

Maybe I should touch myself instead

'Cause they’re always fuckin' better in my head (They're always fuckin' better

in my head)

Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-he-head (They're always fuckin'

better in my)

Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-head

I go through the motions

I push, then I pull him

I know I should just go to bed (Oh)

Can’t help that I’m hopeless

I know where it’s goin'

But maybe just let me pretend

I’m desperate

For someone just to hold me for a second (Hold me for a second)

'Cause I get kinda lonely then regret (Regret, regret)

Spendin' nights in someone else’s bed

When they wouldn’t even notice if I left (Oh woah)

A mess when

I’m tradin' my emotions for attention (I'm tradin' my emotions)

Givin' up, but that’s not what I get (Woah)

Maybe I should touch myself instead

'Cause they’re always fuckin' better in my head

Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-he-head (They're always fuckin'

better in my)

Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-head (They're always fuckin')

Better in my