Just How I Feel, Pt. 1 - Hotel Books

You will be there for the road ahead

Whether you want to be or not

You don’t want to go out and break your neck

But it might be the only move you got

It’s all you got

You’re not a martyr for burning yourself at the stake

You’re a firestarter, learning nothing from your mistakes

You make mistakes

And I don’t need to be told how you perceive my reality when I’m simply living

in it

So keep your propaganda to yourself

I don’t want to hear someone else’s words from you, just because you once fell

for it

It’s so selfish

'Cause loving someone is like having a

Suitcase around your neck

And every time you fall apart or fight you’re throwing another brick in it

And eventually it’s too heavy for you to carry 'cause it weighs you down

So you say, «I'm sorry»

Which has no meaning

It’s just another sound to you

Can you please just might stop writing

You might keep your victims crying

You broke them instead

You will be there for the road ahead

Whether you want to be or not

You don’t want to go out and break your neck

But it might be the only move you got

It’s all you got

I think I was rounding up when I said you had my full attention

But I need you to like me, because someday I might need your protection

I feel like it’s past-life regression that makes me care so much

But every day I strive to find another way to get through this stuff

I bought a Buddy Holly fake book and thought I’d learn how to play guitar

'Cause I thought someday we’d make some sense of this and go far, like you said

Look what happened, the money changed Kanye, but Kanye changed the money

And now we’re all striving for a fame just to feel something

Can you please just might stop writing

You might keep your victims crying

You broke them instead

You will be there for the road ahead

Whether you want to be or not

You don’t want to go out and break your neck

But it might be the only move you got

It’s all you got

(Brace yourself)

As I was lying in bed I ran this conversation through my head, and it ended

very differently

I guess at the end of the day

(That doesn’t make you fall)

The future that I want to dictate looks nothing like reality

(I want to see you fail)

(You raise your hell)

(Your ego’s only your friend)

(When you were dead)