Demons in My Orbit - guardin

They keep telling me to love myself

How the fuck do you love yourself

When you don’t even know

Who the fuck you are anymore?

Like you feel like you’re reaching your breaking point

Every fucking day and it’s just

It’s hard, man

They don’t wanna talk

They don’t wanna feel

The voices in my head saying

I don’t think I’m real

They don’t wanna talk

They don’t wanna feel

The voices in my head saying

I don’t think I’m

They don’t wanna talk

They don’t wanna feel

The voices in my head saying

I don’t think I’m real

I don’t think I’m real

I don’t think I’m real

I don’t think I’m real

I don’t think I’m

I don’t know where my heads been at

And I’ve been feeling like a nuisance just because of that

It’s like a headache but the funny thing about it’s that

The pain won’t go away till my brain go splat

And I’ve been trying to decode myself, figure my shit out

Get a better grip and spark the spliff that’s in my mouth

I can’t cope without the dope and time’s just runnin' out

Losin' my patience, I’m vacant, a hollow body now

I’m finding other ways to try to cope with all the pain

And if I’m being honest with you, baby I am not okay

The fucking voice inside my head is driving me insane

And silence kills me, lately it just hasn’t been the same

Lost in my head, lost in my mind

Telling myself that I’ll be just fine

Nothing’s okay, nothing’s alright

Smoking all day, crying all night

And what the fuck you expect from the kid

I got demons in my orbit that I’m tryin' to rid

Of all the shit that I deal with, I act on a whim

I’m like a fish outta water trying to swim

Bedroom dweller, I’m feelin' so fucking stellar

When I empty my clip into the chest of the teller

Killed the man inside of me that’s been lane switchin' better

Grab the 9, grip the trigger, this my suicide letter

They don’t wanna talk

They don’t wanna feel

The voices in my head saying

I don’t think I’m real

They don’t wanna talk

They don’t wanna feel

The voices in my head saying

I don’t think I’m

They don’t wanna talk

They don’t wanna feel

The voices in my head saying

I don’t think I’m real

I don’t think I’m real

I don’t think I’m real

I don’t think I’m real

I don’t think I’m