This Truly Is God's Country - Funeral Diner

Up to this point the story has been played out

Sometimes failing, and sometimes in time

But always present and always feeling

Just this close to breaking

There was nowhere else to go

And nowhere would have been right

Hiding in corners, hoping for shadows or curtains

To hide behind and change the colors of feelings

Building something out of nothing again

A wall, a door, a pillar, and another place to live

And change, changing again

Transparent and out of focus

But with the best intentions always in mind

First try: Failure, second try: Failure

Number three: Progress

But always this close to breaking and the running away

Never helps

The holes that you dig are always deeper

Though better informed

As much as it hurts, they were right when they said

«Change is the only constant»

So I’ll keep this salt in my wound

So I can keep that in mind