I Lost Myself Again - Forever Losing Sleep

I heard you scream from the other side of the house

I still can feel you shaking in my thoughts

And now you’re broken

But I am broken too

I miss the days when we were young and you would shine

I know that I have tried to be a better man

There is nothing pure running through these veins anymore

There in nothing pure running through these veins anymore

Who am I

I thought the thoughts in my head would clarify

All the reasons why I can’t always say the things I need to say to you

So I ran away just like I always do

I remember the day that I gave up

I lost myself, I lost myself again

Because I’ve lived and died watching the wither in your eyes

In your eyes

And I don’t think I’ve ever loved anything more

Than the thought of growing old and loved

But the thought of waking up with nothing left and everything you know and love

is gone

It scares me to think that I am young

And I’ve had to watch you break

So I learned how to ache like it was the only thing that I would ever know

Now all that I have left is this lump in my throat and the bags under my eyes

And now I know what giving up really feels like

There is nothing pure running through these veins anymore