Spanish Mother's (I Just Miss) - Forever Came Calling

Can someone please help me out?

Cuz I’ve been running in circles, finally lost myself

Self medicate out-loud

Did the whiskey shots, in the parking lot help?

I’ll stay if you’ll stay too

I’ve got my brother and we lean like fences

Can’t cry in this crowded room

I pulled hard enough, can’t get away from this

My stomach starts to rot with all the memories that I’ve missed

Can I be forgiven now, even though I spent years like this?

And the Gospel sang ‘Hallelujah" but I just miss ya

You taught me so many things, but until I learn how to grieve

You’re just asleep

I’ll stay if you’ll stay too

But I can hardly stand their faces

Heads all bowed in prayer searching in absence of salvation

There shouldn’t be strangers at these

You might be blood but that don’t make family

My spanish mother, glimpsing now her kids

She sees his legacy inside of everyone of them, she holds onto her ring

Knowing she’ll never love again

And the Gospel sang ‘Hallelujah" but I just miss ya

It was the first time you heard me sing, Their were people I’ve never seen

Consoling me

I don’t think I’ll sleep again

The cars backed up for miles, in this funeral procession.

Carried to rest, in sundays best, we buried him next to Mit

I’ll take apart again, everything I ever did, if it would bring you home again,

make us whole again

It was the first time you heard me sing, and for that I’m so sorry

It was the first time you heard me sing, for all my days you’ll sing with me.

And the gospel sang