Trust Is A Word - Don't Look Down

How can I explain this

SO YOU KNOW

That I was never honest

Did it ever show?

I’m a master of disguise

Do I burn you up?

Or tear you down?

Either way I shut you out

So LET IT GO

Without a sound

One way trip you’re headed down

How can I explain this so it hurts?

I did my best to love you (lie)

But it never worked

Have I BLED this moment dry?

Used to be something so special (you)

Used to be something that made me ME

No i’m not sure who I am anymore

No i’m not sure (is that wrong?)