In Love with Myself - Dikta

In love with myself that night

Trying to forget/forgive

Blinded by the bright white light

Time’s up, place a bet

I said what I said

It made sense in my head

Stay quiet instead

I’m waiting for the wheels to turn

I’m waiting for myself to learn

Still waiting for the house to burn

I’m waiting still

It feels alright

But I’m not trying to hurt myself

I’m going backwards

I’m going back to the place I left behind

When I was a boy

I’m going forwards

I’m going for all the things you said I had

When I was a boy

Can you hear me darling?

Can you hear my call?

Can you hear me scream and shout out?