Fateful Decoy - Diary of Dreams

You’re leaving these secret wounds

To seal all your senses

You lost your empathy

All efforts forsaken

I find so hard to fear

The silence you gathered

What made you still seek for more

Give in and let go of me

I wish that you could bear with me

I wish not to hear you sigh

And how I wish I could pretend I’m grateful

Forgive me my calm good-bye

Tell me you waited for me

And tell me what for

Explain why your eyes look through me

I wish I knew what for

Allow me to close this chapter

No strings attached now

See how your words still hurt me

And feel how we lost our bond

I wish that you could bear with me

I wish not to hear you sigh

And how I wish I could pretend I’m grateful

Forgive me my calm good-bye

You scream at me and your eyes don’t recognize me anymore

I wonder what made you

Turn into what you were before

Tell me your guilt has ended

Pretend not to be afraid

Proclaim not to know about this

Whatever you touch is art

You may not believe in patience

But I know my time will come

Discover the doubts within me

And watch how I fall apart

I wish that you could forgive me

I wish not to hear you cry

And how I wish I could pretend I’m grateful

Instead of this grim disguise