Wanna Feel Alright - Dead Silent

I feel the world watching

Counting my rainy days

Running on empty, but still hitting the gas

I never hesitate

Doing 95 on the interstate

Interstellar travel whenever I meditate

I see the sky falling

It’s time to celebrate

Blame god, but he can’t respond if I never pray

I’m the young renegade

I’m tryna be great

But this routine to get me there, got me feeling a way

I’m ripping the gauze

I need a minute to pause

Feel like a fraud

Breaking the barrier

These aren’t my typical walls

I’m a monster

Wrapping you in my jaws

Bite down

But somehow it’s me always taking the fall

I’m

Looking for god

Like I’ve been feeling withdrawals

Staring at my adolescence

And noticing I’ve been robbed

Reciting vows and covering my facade

I took a bow

I’m waiting for the applause

I just wanna smile

I just wanna vibe

I don’t wanna come down when I’m feeling high

I’ve been feeling restless I can’t even lie

Wanna feel okay

Wanna feel alright

I don’t wanna get rich

But I might try

Wanna be the greatest

Know I got the drive

I just want an exit

Not from this life

Just the way I’m living

Man I wanna feel alright

Tried taking the time to rewind

Tried faking a smile to get by

Drove a stake into my pride

Tried talking to god, he might’ve forgot to reply

Or maybe he laid it out and I’ve been ignoring the signs

Maybe what I need is right in front of my eyes

Or it could be overseas, but I’ve been caught in the tide

And I’m sinking at night

I’m not drinking, I’m fine

Or overthinking my life

I promise I’ll be alright

Back in ‘17

This girl told me I’d never make it

Hearing it then I swear that it gave me the most drive

I screenshotted and made it my goal to prove her wrong

I was so determined to make it just out of spite

Then she moved out of state and stumbled in with the wrong crowd

Messed around and fell in love with this guy

Two years later he went and smuggled a nine

Took the gun to her stomach

Shot her and took her life

Now I got mixed feelings

Mixed drinks in my fridge chilling

She was young and her blood never deserved spilling

She was young, immature, and only deserved healing

Now if I make it, man Imma feel like a villain

I don’t wanna feel like I’m doing this for the wrong reason

And in my brain there’s a small region that says

Maybe I’m a saint, and I’m just guarding my feelings

Or maybe I’m the snake inside the Garden of Eden

I just wanna smile

I just wanna vibe

I don’t wanna come down when I’m feeling high

I’ve been feeling restless I can’t even lie

Wanna feel okay

Wanna feel alright

I don’t wanna get rich

But I might try

Wanna be the greatest

Know I got the drive

I just want an exit

Not from this life

Just the way I’m living

Man I wanna feel alright