Recuerdos de Cristal - Dante

I can sense the chemistry

When you’re standing close to me

I feel like a ship that’s lost at sea

I can sense the chemistry

When you’re standing close to me

I feel like a ship that’s lost at sea

Soy un hombre como tantos, alguien normal y corriente

Sin dinero, con trabajo, con familia y con mi gente

Consecuente con mis actos, responsable de mis hechos

Con mi vida hecha vivo tranquilo bajo mi techo

Hoy empieza un nuevo día y siempre la misma rutina

Me levanto, voy al baño y desayuno en la cocina

Pero hoy algo es distinto y no sé bien cómo explicarlo

Siento que no estoy tan bien y que me falta algo

Siento que me olvido de algo que es muy importante

Me hago un poco el loco y pienso «vaya tontería»

Pienso que no pasa nada y que no es preocupante

Pero se hace preocupante cuando ya es día tras día

Mi mujer me lo pregunta «¿estás bien, cariño mío?»

Sonriendo le respondo «Por supuesto, ¿qué te crees?»

Pero lo que ella no sabe es que me estoy haciendo un lío

Y que teniéndola delante no recuerdo bien quién es

I can sense the chemistry

When you’re standing close to me

I feel like a ship that’s lost at sea

I can sense the chemistry

When you’re standing close to me

I feel like a ship that’s lost at sea

Según pasaban los meses me notaba más distante

De mi esposa, de mis hijos y del hombre que eras antes

No entendía qué pasaba, pero salí por la puerta

Ya ni el miedo me frenaba y yo buscaba mi respuesta

Sin saber lo que ocurría me presenté en esa clínica

Y sentí gritar mi alma frente a palabras tan duras

Sabía que perdía la memoria cada día

Y que el Alzheimer se extendía hasta dejarlo todo a oscuras

No hay marcha atrás, toca asumir lo que se acerca

Toca seguir, vivir con los míos bien cerca

Disfrutar cada momento que nos venga

Aprovechar cada oportunidad que tenga

Pero créeme si te digo que este miedo me consume

Porque siento que me miento a mí mismo en mi propia nube

Porque siento que mi vida da mil vueltas de campana

Y porque temo aprender algo hoy y olvidarlo mañana

I can sense the chemistry

When you’re standing close to me

I feel like a ship that’s lost at sea

I can sense the chemistry

When you’re standing close to me

I feel like a ship that’s lost at sea

Cada día llevo peor eso de no saber quién soy

Saber que ellos me ven perderme y van a echarme en falta

Cada vez llevo peor lo de no saber dónde estoy

Y tras mucho meditarlo con valor hago una carta

«Tú cuídate, mi amor, tú cuídate bastante

Porque tienes a dos hijos que sacar hacia adelante

Diles que estudien, que sean gente de provecho

Que vigilen sus espaldas y que saquen siempre pecho

Que es mejor partirse el lomo trabajando y estudiando

Que no hacer nada en la vida, que el futuro está a la vuelta

Que vale más perder mil horas en un cuarto

Dando tiempo de tu vida y tu vida quede resuelta

Que orgulloso de vosotros, os recuerdo que os adoro

Que no puedo poner precio a lo que vale más que el oro

Que le deis más tiempo al tiempo que el tiempo todo lo cura

No recuerdo ni mi nombre, pero os quiero con locura, os lo juro»

I can sense the chemistry

When you’re standing close to me

I feel like a ship that’s lost at sea

I can sense the chemistry

When you’re standing close to me

I feel like a ship that’s lost at sea

I can sense the chemistry

When you’re standing close to me

I feel like a ship that’s lost at sea

I can sense the chemistry

When you're standing close to me

I feel like a ship that's lost at sea

I can sense the chemistry

When you're standing close to me

I feel like a ship that's lost at sea

I am a man like so many, someone normal and ordinary

Without money, with work, with family and with my people

Consistent with my actions, responsible for my actions

With my life made I live calmly under my roof

Today begins a new day and always the same routine

I get up, go to the bathroom and have breakfast in the kitchen

But today something is different and I don't know how to explain it

I feel that I am not so well and that I am missing something

I feel that I am forgetting something that is very important

I act a little crazy and think "what a nonsense"

I think that nothing happens and that it is not worrying

But it becomes worrying when it's already day after day

My wife asks me "are you okay, my darling?"

Smiling, I reply “Of course, what do you think?”

But what she doesn't know is that I'm making a mess

And that having her in front of her I don't remember who she is

I can sense the chemistry

When you're standing close to me

I feel like a ship that's lost at sea

I can sense the chemistry

When you're standing close to me

I feel like a ship that's lost at sea

As the months passed I felt more distant

Of my wife, my children and the man you were before

I didn't understand what was going on, but I walked out the door

Not even fear stopped me and I was looking for my answer

Without knowing what was happening, I went to that clinic

And I felt my soul scream at such harsh words

I knew I was losing my memory every day

And that Alzheimer's spread until it left everything in the dark

There is no going back, it's time to accept what is coming

It's time to continue, live with mine very close

Enjoy every moment that comes to us

Take every chance you get

But believe me when I tell you that this fear consumes me

'Cause I feel like I'm lying to myself on my own cloud

Because I feel like my life is going round and round

And because I'm afraid to learn something today and forget it tomorrow

I can sense the chemistry

When you're standing close to me

I feel like a ship that's lost at sea

I can sense the chemistry

When you're standing close to me

I feel like a ship that's lost at sea

Every day I get worse about not knowing who I am

Know that they see me lose myself and they will miss me

Every time I get worse about not knowing where I am

And after much meditation with courage I write a letter

«You take care of yourself, my love, you take care of yourself

Because you have two children to raise

Tell them to study, to be useful people

That they watch their backs and that they always stick out their chests

That it is better to break your back working and studying

That doing nothing in life, that the future is around the corner

That it is better to waste a thousand hours in a room

Giving time of your life and your life is resolved

How proud of you, I remind you that I adore you

That I cannot put a price on what is worth more than gold

That you give more time to time that time heals everything

I don't even remember my name, but I love you madly, I swear it»

I can sense the chemistry

When you're standing close to me

I feel like a ship that's lost at sea

I can sense the chemistry

When you're standing close to me

I feel like a ship that's lost at sea

I can sense the chemistry

When you're standing close to me

I feel like a ship that's lost at sea