Out of Sight Out of Mind - Crusher-P

I can’t shake this feeling there’s some hidden meaning

in everybody’s glances and stares

I know you’re discussing how I have been suffering

The thought of that makes me scared

You and I go hand in hand with being terrified

and if this is all that it is, then I want off this ride

I will never be okay with this kind of unstable life

I will never win the war despite how hard I think I fight

No matter any move I make I just can’t get it right

But you know just what they say, out of sight, out of mind

I can’t say that I have the greatest connection

with anything here on earth

And when they all see me they smile in pity

and ask me if my heart still hurts

No matter the answer, they freeze and they clamor

and say that everything is alright

And high on their saddle, the satisfied cattle

pretend that everything is fine

You and I go hand in hand with being terrified

and if this is all that it is, then I want off this ride

You and I go hand in hand with being petrified

and if this is all that it is, then I’m wasting my time

I will never be okay with this kind of unstable life

I will never win the war despite how hard I think I fight

No matter any move I make I just can’t get it right

But you know just what they say, out of sight, out of mind

And so I’ve waited all these years for your eternity

That’s when I saw everything started and ended with me

And I apologize to you for all my ugly greed

I never had what you gave me, you gave me, you gave me what I need

I will never be okay with this kind of unstable life

I will never win the war despite how hard I think I fight

No matter any move I make I just can’t get it right

But you know just what they say, out of sight, out of mind