Stuck In My Wayz - Crucifix

Empty bottles sit scattered on a nightstand

Cigarette butt burning in my right hand

Laying blacked out covered in some white sand

If you’re talking role model

Bitch I ain’t the right man

Matter of fact I’m a pretty big mess

Holding on to what little I got left

I put my sin through your speakers to confess

Pouring pain into some to get the shit up off my chest

I’m a Dirtbag so far from a role model

Feeling like I sold my soul for a cold bottle

Now I’m swimming at the bottom of my own sorrow

Running dick first to the grave

Going full throttle

Everybody’s like «What the hell you thinking?»

Cutting line after line after line when I’m drinking

So I’ll be the first to say «fuck the world"without blinking

Because you hypocrites wasn’t there for me when I was sinking

Now I’m gone!

I’m lost in life

I’m stuck in my wayz

It’s like I can’t go right because I’m stuck in my way

I got nothing left in life

Nothing left to say and I wonder why I’m always stuck in my way

I’m like a force I can’t name

I’m stuck in ay wayz

Another day more of the same

I’m stuck in my wayz

It’s like I’m never gonna change

I’m stuck in my way

I’m the cause of my pain I’m stuck in my wayz

I ain’t trying to make my habits my excuse

Cause in the end I’m to blame

What’s the use?

Either be a man and face the fucking truth or face God as a sinner with 190

proofs

I can’t lie

I’m living on the edge in life and sometimes I just want to get ahead in life

Sometimes I just want to numb my head at night

But sometimes I just want to be dead in life!

Cause on the real

I’m sick of fucking up

I’m sick of looking back and always hurting who I loved

I’m sick of seeing them holding on until they had enough

And now they’re walking out the door

Because they’re finally giving up and so I’m praying «Dear God!

I really need some help!

I’m falling at this life

I can’t do it by myself!

Put me in the grave just don’t put me on the shelf!

All I’m asking for is strength

Just to get me through this hell and it’s hell until I’m gone!

I’m lost in life

I’m stuck in my wayz

It’s like I can’t go right because I’m stuck in my way

I got nothing left in life

Nothing left to say and I wonder why I’m always stuck in my way

I’m like a force I can’t name

I’m stuck in may wayz

Another day more of the same

I’m stuck in my wayz

It’s like I’m never gonna change

I’m stuck in my way

I’m the cause of my pain I’m stuck in my wayz

I’m stuck

Stuck in

Stuck in my wayz

You can’t teach an old dog new tricks

I ain’t never gon' change tonight

No I ain’t never gon' change tonight cause I’m always stuck in my way

I’m like a force I can’t name

I’m stuck in my wayz

Another day more of the same

I’m stuck in my wayz

It’s like I’m never gonna change

I’m stuck in my way

I’m the cause of my pain I’m stuck in my wayz

You ever get that feeling?

That you done fucked up so hard for so long that ain’t no coming back?

That’s where I live most of my life at

But don’t spend a lifetime trying to kill old habits

Just spend today trying to make one worth having