Bitte tötet mich - Carach Angren

Another tale of tragedy

He made the choice to end his life

So it is written, passionately

This soldier’s fervent wish for suicide

His soul torn asunder by the horrors of war

One carrying so much death will soon care for life no more

On the first day the soldier would quietly retreat to shoot himself through the

head not far from his infantry

«I can hear footsteps

Someone’s coming near.

Fuck!

Should I stay?

Disappear?

'Es ist mein bester freund

Diesem soldat ist immer für mich da.'

Quickly I put my luger away

I thought this was my last day but I failed!»

«Bitte tötet mich!

Bitte töte mich!»

On the second day, he opened his eyes

Consumed by sadness he thought

«Today is the day I die!

I will take my life with the rope, a bullet, or maybe the knife.»

So depressed, so empty

Wandering, hopeless, searching for death

His soul feels so old and so cold

The only desire left is his yearning for death

He stumbled across an old farmstead and entered this wooden shack!

There he found a rope and the guts to jump and hang with a broken neck

The second he tightened the slipknot, the barn door flew open

This time he was caught by a farmer who grabbed his legs to lift and hold him

high

The soldier kicking and screaming

«You bastard!

let me hang and die!»

In this struggle, the soldier went mad

After the rope snapped.

He pulled the knife and, nine times in the stomach,

the farmer was dead

«Bitte töte mich!»

On the third day, there was a firefight

This bloody assault would last until midnight

Another opportunity for our soldier who craves for suicide

With open arms into the line of fire, he asked for death

But then he watched his friend, who is trying to prevent him from killing

himself again, die for his own determined suicide

Here comes the part where he sticks the luger into his mouth

He was shot twice in the spine from behind, then blows half his face all over

the ground

«Ha ha!»

Not dead yet but completely fucking paralyzed, kept alive in his hell for two

long years before he finally dies