Violent Acts of Hate - Black Heaven

It’s in my body

It’s in my soul

I try to hold me Under control

I am not dreaming

I cannot hide

I’m feeling nervous

And strange inside

Acts of self-destruction

Violent acts of hate

I’m diving into

A sea of mud

(And) drugs to calm me In my blood

There is no way back

I just don’t care

So many things I

(I) can’t repair