The Pendulum Swings - Blacastan, Apathy

More time flies by as the pendulum swings

She be talking 'bout having my baby and buying rings

A decision like prison but it’s been a few years

Man my face should be full of those tattoo tears

Cuz now i’m domesticated, no more bagging bitches

I’m stressed when she bitching, cuz I ain’t washed the dishes

And my clothes all over the floor starts a war

Who’s that whore on your Facebook I never seen before?

Now I’m Main Source status staring at the front door

But she’s so real I really couldn’t ask for any more

So I fight with this bitch cuz she worth fighting for

Even if we beef cuz I didn’t open up her door

But, you don’t know this chick like I know this chick

She would probably wipe my ass if I’m old and sick

And if I shit my pants, right in the ambulance

We still be holding hands, that’s true romance

We’re like Dan and Rosanne or Jack and Diane

Everything’ll work out, even if there’s no plan

And that’s how we’ll live, put family before biz'

I just wish that my father could’ve saw our kids

That’s a pain I can feel straight through my ribs

Every time I shop for bibs, bottles and cribs

Is it a boy or a girl, I’m so eager to see

I dedicate songs to you for believing in me

You’ll see the wonder and the joy life brings (4x)

More time flies by as the pendulum swings

You know the rhyme, live today but never know what it brings

Peace my lord, I’m striving for a better blessing

Plus I spent too much time in the department of corrections

Trying to change my direction like catching interceptions

Easier said than done, word up son

My life now, I couldn’t picture before

Music got a nigga hopping on planes for tours

Fuck CO’s, I’m staying up late eating Doritos

Writing flows, to check all these local nigga’s egos

A hero to some but a villain to most

Fam' witnessing the change, now they feeling the growth

For another safe flight, lets put up a toast

Cuz tomorrow night I’ll probably be on the left coast

And most shows that I do is dedicated to crew

So rest in peace Mom Dukes, this one is for you

And a love so true, in your stomach I grew

Into fruition, poof, appear like a magician

Composed ill bars like a classical musician

To show you where my heart’s at, I know you still listen