How It Feels to Be Defeated - Before Their Eyes

Dark spots that have broken down

An annual Calvary clover

On this day

I can finally say

I am defeated

I watch the clouds disintegrate

In front of me, everyday

I tell them not to go so soon

And I need you

And I know

You need me too

God, I hope do

It’s too late

Too late to turn back

But my stomach tells me

Something else is waiting

Where the forests don’t seem to hide

I know its complicating

Its something that you get with time

And I’ll never see you again