I Begged You Everything - Bad Books

We slept for close to seven hours

All the way to your dad’s basket case

I didn’t catch the final score

So I prayed that we’d sink a few more

And I didn’t mind and you didn’t seem to

Mind about me, but I was wrong

Who wouldn’t fear to leave it all

'Cause it’s gonna come, it’s gotta come

I am the widow

The spidered king

There’s web in your teeth

And there’s holes in the ceiling

And I wanted more, I left with nothing

Who’s really lost and who’s really winning?

I begged again, you said hello

For now that’s all I know

Now I remember the exhaust and remains

A shallow shadow hung across my brand new drapes

And I gave my car away, down towards the post office

Man told me he needed it more

I believed him, went home, and slept more

And that’s what gets me sometimes

That’s what struck me blind

And that’s why there’s no time

That’s why I still try, and that’s why…

I begged you everything, I begged you everything

Begged you everything, everything

F*ck am I supposed to do when you just lie your arms in mine?

F*ck am I supposed to do when you never lie about telling a lie?

So what was I supposed to do?

Just keep on trying through sleepless nights?

F*ck am I supposed to choose?

'Cause I begged you everything, everything

I can remember wishing that the season had lasted a little longer

It don’t, and we die

If not me, then to my pride

If not now, then tonight

If not then, we just might give up trying