My Heart is Leaving Here - Apostle Of Solitude

So the years they slip away

Just flesh and bone no soul have I

Mourn and mortify

Abiding torment this is real

My epoch in this life a lie

Sing your last goodbye

Tranquility is ephemeral

Can’t find the answers to the why

Confusion multiplies

My endeavors in vain

Usurp the meaning to this life

Idle strands of time

You made your bed

Now test your faith

From every qualm

Is born a wraith

The years they sink away like sand

Behold the grieving man

Just say the words

That no time can cure

The rising anguish

Just say the words

That no time can cure

The rising anguish

The promise and the allure

This is the curse that we endure