Trying Not to Breathe - Antichrisis

Oh, this void inside tears my soul apart

Why did you lie?

I lost my faith in you!

Once there was purity but now only perfidy and pain

Because you’ve been untrue!

You broke al promises and now our love is bound to die

And so am I — I die!

Lost forever within the debris of my dreams

I put my trust in you!

How could you leave me in a lurch after all

That I’ve gone through

What the hell did you do?

Down on my knees I pray:

Save me, save me, save my, please!

But no hope anymore — I die!

I’m trying now to breathe!

I can’t stand this anymore therefore I’ll leave

I’m trying not to breathe!

And so I’ll leave this world behind

Broken by faithlessness of the killng kind

I’m trying not to breathe!

Remember when you called my name?

I’ve been always there for you!

To me it’s more than just a game

I loved you too much, and still I do!

Now your body so close to mine

I kiss your lips goodbye

To lie in your arms for a last time

Before I die!

And he dreams of days gone by

Floating down to the other side

A thousand Angels cry

Firing squad against the walls of light

Not again another day

Now his love has lost the last stand

Oh Angels, hear him pray

As he’s passing away into her hands!

I’m trying not to breathe!

I can’t stand your loss, your lies:

Therefore I’ll leave

I’m trying not to breathe!

And so I try leave the pain behind

Of treason that became the killing kind

I’m trying not to breathe!

But you swore you’d love me forever

And it was only yesterday

What have I done to deserve this

Am I destiny’s fool?

And I hate you

And I love you for what you’ve done to me

Oh shit, why did you leave me in such despair?

I’m trying not to breathe

Though I try so hard to reach the other

I’m trying not to breathe

No more songs for me to sing because you leave

Now I think I see the light: Goodbye, my love!

Oh, I’m trying not to breathe