So That I Can Feel Better - Andy Bull

I go driving in my old town

To see my old friends

It reminds me why I felt

So I can leave again

I used to keep a kind of company

But I thought they had to go

I could never tell them why

And they will never know

So that I can feel better

I make it hard on myself

And then if I come to hurt you

I deserve you and not somebody else

I can prove that I deserve you

I had to talk to someone

But isn’t it the way

That the ones who try to help you

Are trying to be saved

And at my lowest ebb

I went by your family home

But I just felt like a creep

Sitting in my car alone

So that I can feel better

I make it hard on myself

Just to show a kind of virtue

That i deserve you

And not somebody else